| Thursday, June 30, 2005 Fuck you and your 'i'll-be-there-for-you's' Take notice,take intrest. God damn it. Are you blind? Or is it just me? I guess it's just me.As always. I'll just sit back biting my tongue,hoping not to say anything that would make things worse. Far worse then they already are. Oh how it shattered. Emotions are stuck up my throat like shit on a constipated day. Maybe I don't have the fucking courage to say it to your face. And that makes me a hypocryte. But fuck, help me understand why everyone must,and will do their best to suck up and follow your every move. Even people who god forsake hate you. Everyone vys for your attention and friendship. Why? Popularity? Fuck that. What's that when your working? And out of school? Teachers aren't going to fucking put that down in your testimonial. You can't put that on your resume,so why then,suck up? You can't be all," I was cool in secondary school " What are you now/then? nothing. Just ordinary. ASS KISS? And when I don't agree I am ostracized for my critical opinions. But when she does is, she is noted and raised high on a pedistole. What makes her so different that she can make you feel so low? Why let her? I don't and for that I am treated different. Maybe sometimes her words hurt me. But it deffinetly doesn't change my confidence. Low self-esteem, BULL SHIT. Sleep with all the lights on. Your not so happy and your not so secure. So maybe thats why you need popularity. I'd really like to see you come undone. For once.And give the whole world a reason to hate you. At least the people you know. As for tmr's youth day,it's just another day. Another day for everyone to compete with their friends about who looks good and what would have looked better with your top or bottom. We're not 21. But the sooner we are,the sooner the fun. Fuck,I'm gonna work my ass of and shove it in your face. You don't always do better than me. - I may sound jealous,but trust me I'm not. These are my thoughts,my words. Take this shit and remember me in your grave,bitch.
love & rockets.
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