Saturday, July 16, 2005

I guess right now,the only people I've come to trust are
Sheena,Claire and Wynne.
Circumstances.
Circumstances fuck with you life.
I feel so detached from everything.
The preasure from the world to be strong is too much.
Maybe I'm breaking under the preasure.
Feelings of insecurity.
Not knowing why.
Sure its killing me.
I'm not leting you see it.
& the only song I know says it all,is this.


behind these hazel eyes
Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

Cause I can't breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

love & rockets.
11:33 am

cigarette barbie