Wednesday, November 09, 2005

2 AM and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season.
Yeah we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason.
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Right,so tomorrow my maids leaving.
For good.
Been controlling the past few days,from breaking down.
I mean,she was practically my mum,when my mother wasn't around.
12 straight years. Yup,and I just let it pass.
I know I've said I hate her.
But I think that I actually am fond of her.
She's always there,helping me.
If I get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me
Threatening the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.
Right.
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Just when you feel life is awesome,it comes and slaps you straight in the face.
Absoloute bullocks.

love & rockets.
11:57 pm

cigarette barbie