Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Everybody, please just go.
Sometimes I just want ME and my self destruction.
Don't try to understand.
Don't try to make it right.
Everyone's entitled to a day they can just wilt and let a part of themselves die.
THEY ARE.
Surprise surprise, this has nothing to do with someone i like/love/adore/go gaga over.
For the first time in a long time, I'm finally seeing whats really killing me.
And I just want to wallow in it.
I want to cry and just get it out.
And I don't want you to try and understand.
YOU honestly can't.
I DON'T CARE what you and your silly jackass friends think.
& tonight, i'll go to sleep and belive tmr's another perfect day.

love & rockets.
11:19 pm

cigarette barbie