Saturday, April 08, 2006

So, I'm left stuck in a daze.
Yesterday a message from nat lee showed me how I've changed in the past 5 years.
From sec 1 to now.
It showed me how god always shows me the way and finds a way to bring me back to him.
Nat reminded me of how I was once active in church and how happy it made me.
Maybe that is what my life is missing.
It also showed me how much I miss everyone in my life.
And how no matter how life changes your path, they come back to you.
No matter what.
I guess you can say that yesterday was a slight turning in my life.
And in all places, a bus.
I really miss who I was from sec 2-3.
The stress changes you,makes you more selfish and less selfless.
Thinking of only yourself and not of others feelings.
It's time for a change.
And I know he's going to help me through this year.
Now, I'm more pushed then ever to get my 10 points for the O's.
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So yesterday was fun.
Headed to paragon starbucks COFFEE ( you can't forget the coffee,right wynne?)
Wynne did her coffee passport while I tried to attempt math.
Khandhi came and he looks like a girl.
I kept laughing.
He says I make him uncomfortable.
SORRY la dey.
Well,then he kept waiting for sean to call,and he was late.
So he bought a currypuff out of stree.
He is physco.
Then sean came,so we left paragon and headed to far east cos kandhi and him wanted to eat.
I saw, LIL NIC, MEL AND NATALIE CHAN CHAN CHAN!
Can't explain how happy I was.
So it was fun company.
Sean and kandhi kept giving me snipets of some spinal chord show.
I SO WANNA WATCH IT!!
Then I went home and they went to meet wynne again i think.
Then got home tired.
Slept and woke up DRAGGING myself out.

love & rockets.
9:48 am

cigarette barbie